EXCLUSIVE: Aitch Almost Quit I’m A Celebrity Over Unseen Struggle – ‘I Was Dying to Do a Runner’
Aitch Opens Up About His Struggle on I’m A Celebrity
I’m A Celebrity star and rapper Aitch, whose real name is Harrison Armstrong, has shared an exclusive insight into the emotional and mental challenges he faced while competing in the jungle. Despite his confident exterior, Aitch admitted that there were moments when he seriously considered quitting the show. Speaking candidly after his eviction, he revealed, “I was dying to do a runner” on several occasions, highlighting the unseen struggle behind the cameras.
The intense environment of I’m A Celebrity leaves little room for personal space or downtime, and Aitch found this aspect particularly difficult. He explained, “There was a certain day where I thought to myself, ‘I need to go in this Bush Telegraph now and say, ‘Please, someone come and save me. I need to go.’” The constant presence of cameras and fellow contestants made it hard for him to find moments of solitude, which took a toll on his mental well-being.
The Challenge of Finding Privacy in the Jungle
One of the biggest hurdles Aitch faced was the lack of privacy in the camp. He described how even when he tried to have a quiet moment alone, the awareness of being filmed made him uncomfortable. “It’s weird because you want to go off and have your little moment to yourself. But then when you go and do that, you clock that there’s cameras around, and then you start tripping, thinking, ‘Oh, I don’t want to look like I’m having this alone moment for the camera.’” This internal conflict often left him feeling trapped between wanting to escape and the reality of constant observation.
This struggle to find peace in the jungle contributed to a low point in the middle of the series. Aitch reflected on this phase, saying, “The middle for me was the lowest part, because you’re stuck in a position where it’s like, ‘You’ve come too far to give up now, but there’s still ages to go.’” The beginning and end of the show brought different mindsets, but the middle stretch was the toughest, as the end felt far away and the initial excitement had worn off.
How Aitch Managed the Emotional Rollercoaster
Aitch also shared how the daily routine affected his mood, especially the mornings. He often woke up later than the other contestants and found it challenging to join the early morning conversations. “Some people have already been up for three hours, and the chat is at an all-time high. And I’m thinking, ‘Do you think I’m ready to speak to these people yet?’” This feeling of being out of sync added to his sense of isolation.
Interestingly, Aitch found that his energy and mood improved as the day progressed, with evenings being his favorite time. “When it got dark, for me I was at my best. Don’t ask me why. I don’t have an answer. It was just a nice feeling. The lights were on in camp. The lighting was nice. The mood was nice. You know, food’s coming, and you also know it’s a short time to bedtime.” This glimpse into his daily experience reveals how the jungle’s unique environment affected contestants differently throughout the day.
Aitch’s Connection with Fellow Contestant Ginge
Before entering the jungle, Aitch had already made a connection with fellow contestant Ginge through a mutual friend. The two spoke in the days leading up to the show, sharing their excitement and nerves. “We spoke a couple days beforehand saying ‘Are you ready for this? Yeah, let’s go. Let’s go.’” This camaraderie provided some comfort as they prepared for the challenging experience ahead.
Aitch expressed his hope that either he or Ginge would win the competition, emphasizing their shared goal of bringing the crown back to Manchester. “I said: ‘Right, if you don’t win, I need to win, and if I don’t win, you need to win. Either way, we need to take this crown back to Manchester somehow.’” This friendly rivalry added an extra layer of motivation during their time in the jungle.
Conclusion
Aitch’s honest revelations about his time on I’m A Celebrity highlight the mental and emotional challenges contestants face beyond the physical trials. His struggle with isolation, constant surveillance, and the pressure to keep going despite wanting to quit offers a new perspective on the reality of the show. If you enjoyed this exclusive insight into Aitch’s jungle journey, stay tuned for more behind-the-scenes stories and updates from your favorite celebrities. Don’t forget to follow our latest coverage and share your thoughts on social media!
